It had been a long time since I last blogged. There are so many things to blog about, yet I have no idea where to start, how to start and probably when to start. To summarise, it is all about friends made, friends visited, friends left, friends returned, still friends. Somehow, there were so many welcomes and farewells that I lost track of time and my own track of thoughts. I have reached another anchor point of my life and in a way, I feel that my ship has speeded too fast such that before I know it, things have to come to an end. I wish time would move slower (of course, to preserve my youth as well) and that we could just have more time to appreciate others.
I can't help but wonder if it is the pace of Singapore's society or otherwise. On top of moving in systems and bulks, no one really bothers about the other side of us that we need to enrich and grow. It is like, no one will ever build a garden with flowers using Lego bricks. Perhaps factories and probably cranes, never a garden or trees. We are all like squares and rectangles. I want to travel and experience how life can be different for me when put in another environment. It is not so much on being somebody you dream of becoming, but discovering something about yourself that you have never given thoughts on. Perhaps that is the best part about travelling alone.
I brought it up to Dad this morning and he said that no matter what, he would send me abroad for further studies. I was discussing with a very knowledgeble God-of-fortune-like director about exploring overseas and he told me to study abroad. He said it would be an eye-opener and I can't wait to set off. Life is wonderful when you have people around you to advise, support and depend (sometimes) on.
I want my life back.
Jacqueline
12:47 PM