I have so much to blog about yet I have no idea where to start from. My mind just can't seem to stop thinking for a moment and therefore, I could not find the chance to recollect and piece together everything that has happened for the past week.
Time check: 12am 04/07/84
23 years ago, I was given a life of my own. It was more like a responsibilty to myself all these years of living. I guess I never really live a life
for myself. Everything is done out of obligations
to myself. I am always thinking of what I want in life, but never on what I want my life to be like. There is a difference to that because what I want in life may not lead to my ideal life.
Life is beautiful because lives manifest in each person's life. Nature, the sun, the clouds, wind, stars, moon...
ECP. I hope to find someone who is willing to go to ECP with me every week. Unlike Siloso, it is less man-made and more natural. God loves me so and it didn't rain at all, except drizzle after I left the beach. That is something he does each year to remind me that life is not that easy.
Life is sweet when family and friends surround you, when there is nature, when the sun still rises and night still falls. In the little ritual, what seems mundane is actually the greatest gift of all. I am sun kissed 'cos I am loved by the people I love. That alone suffice and nothing matters. Well, at least, nothing should matter.
Jacqueline
12:22 AM
