I am deadbeat but yet enjoying every minute of my life. Going out after work sort of rejuvenates your soul. It makes life a lot richer and gives you chance to make sense of your work while figuring out people's emotions and behaviours.
I met up with Jiaen today and it sort of brought me back to when I was 8 years old and giggling in class with her. Life was so simple them. We just laughed at anything and everything. Even being hit by the feather duster was hilarious and the whole class, even Miss Wong got affected by our infectious laughter. It was that contagious.
Life is so different now. Except for a very nice person at work, no one can share the funny images I have up there or even the little thoughts that caused my absurd and totally-uncalled-for insomnia. What can I say, people these days think in boxes and squares, move in systems and bulks...
But still, I love the world. I love the sun I see every morning and I love the rain when the sun is resting. I love the smell of soil after the rain or even when the sun shines bright. What I see doesn't make my life shortchanged because the sun still shines bright.
I bought a new book! Yipee! That explains why I am still awake. Something to feed my insomnia.
If you have it, make the best out of it. Wed- Gym with Flo. Can't wait.
Jacqueline
10:45 PM
