Seeking Solace

I have never put much effort in almost everything. Well, not that I know of. I guess that is how life becomes a bit boring that way. How do one live a passionate life when the hope and aspirations are all smothered by the education system here?

When I was in JC, I heard that the literatire teachers gave students nicknames. Yes, Teachers are humans and they DO talk about students behind their back. Ask Florence if you don't believe. Anyway, mine was "Jac-the-nonchalent". I think it wasn't meant to be taken in a negative light since I wasn't nonchalent in my work.

But I do have a couldn't-care-less look. Some call it Poker face, others call it blank face, which sometimes work to my advantage. Once in a whle, I still wonder why am I termed that. It would be interesting to know why.

Mask. Gosh I am good at that. When I was in SJAB and was chosen the course IC for sabotaging (I think), my heart was in my mouth the whole day. It was that bad. The greater the fear faced, the more courageous I became or appeared to be. My voice was louder, as if seizing the opportunity to vomit my fears. Gosh, they thought I was steady.

Maybe I was a chameleon in my previous life.

I had a great time out with Florence yesterday. When I say great, it is really great. It's nice to play the role I should be playing.

This shopping queen is actually a water bucket. Or so I think. How do one drink that much water within a day???

We went to catch a foreign film at cineleisure. I love the idea of foreign films, of entering the world of untapped grounds. I like the idea of not good-looking actors and the not good-looking actress. Makes it more real. How many 李东旭s are there walking on the streets? That aside, I am totally into movies and dramas and books. How is this: 8 books, 2 movies and 1 set of VCDs (definitely going to watch a second time!)? On top of that, shopping and walking around like time is the only thing I have in the world. Oh, and sleep, because they helps to fight pimples. sigh.. and the food too.

Fish and Co.

I was smart this time round, I didn't order a main course.

See the frog Flo got for me? I was spoiled rotten.

Jas hopes that I only like cartoon frogs. I confirmed her thoughts though I thought real frogs are kind of cute too.

When I was home, I hit the computer again. Finally finished that last episode. I have swollen eyes now. How to go to the zoo? BTW, today, Wednesday...

We are going to the Zoo Zoo Zoo, you can come too too too.....

We are going to the zoo zoo zoo....

Jacqueline
8:29 AM