Seeking Solace

You know what they say about living life with passion? It took me very long to realise what that means. I must have been numbed for too many years. I forgot what passion was. I just received a card from CC because I am a Passion card holder. WHY PASSION? My thought is limited to the area around V.day. Gosh, I am so shallow. What is my passion? Shopping? Nah, I don't shop with passion since I am constantly thinking of what that is left in my bank account. Swimming? Nah.. I don't swim with passion. I swim with peace. Eating sushi? Nope, I seldom take choose the expensive ones. Reading? Writing? Ahhh.. I have no more passion in life. It struck me that when passion dies, you have nothing worth living for. Why breathe and live when life is meaningless, when daily activities are nothing but a living process. You live to live and die to die. Nevertheless, I do know people who live life passionately. Dare to dream, she says.

"Dare to dream", Jas

Life is a little bit more cheery with optimistic people aroud you. Optmistic spirit around you. After all, Jas is going off to Japan. *chants: Dare to dream*

We went to eat what we used to dream everyday in class.

I can't believe that we spent two and a half years wishing for the food.

Then again, I have great company. The whole conversation at the table was about lizards.

I just can't give this shot a miss. Same action and they didn't even know. They even held the chopstick and sppon the same way. And who could miss out that ring on the forth finger? I wonder why they stuck out their tongues though. We were seriously talking about lizards.

What will things be like after we graduate?

Jas and me

Maybe I am mistaken. Dare to dream? I dreamt too much. Life would definitely get better. Why? Jas said so.

Jacqueline
3:19 PM