Seeking Solace

It comes every two years consecutively, probably till the day I am no longer on earth. Every two years, I learnt more about life, more about you. And all my learnings done in the way I desire, that is without pressure, without a strict regime. I can't imagine how life will be for me to learn about something I want in the way that I despise.

There is no way I can block you out. But still, I thank you for your presence. There are still a lot of things to learn in life. I have my own perceptions. To many others, I may seem self-centred, arrogant and proud. But you know it. Never in my life have I refuted what you will do and what you have done. Yes, what you will do and not what you have done yons ago. I don't know the sufferings and all. Those were in the past. When I said I don't want to be overly-dependant on you, it is not because I am arrogant, not because I think that I can live life without your existence. For the simplest reason, it is because I value the meaning of your existence. The life that you want me to learn from.

Thank you for your patience, for leting me learn in the way I want.

Jacqueline
10:14 AM