I have had a great week. I manage to do all the things that I wanted to do while rushing for my ER, DPP and OSD projects. I managed to catch up with my very good friend yilin, going out for post birthday celebration with Florence, meet my twin, chat with Flora on MSN, spotted my long lost cousin, fulfil my longings for new clothes, spent some quality time with family members... In short, I did everything except to revise, study or start my HR individual project. So much for my budding aspiration to improve on my miserable life.
Life has never been that great. I feel so good not doing my work. It is not the 'rightest' thing to say. I chuckle to sleep everyday witnessing my brothers mocking at Cyndi Wang's dance moves and them insisting that their actions are right. I love my family. I love the way ah ma laugh uncontrollably at insignificant things. her laughter alone makes me want to laugh hard. I love Dad for swimming with me and sharing the same thoughts and passion, ignoring the mainlanders part. I love mum for being so nice to me and taking care of my every single need. I feel so pampered. Of course, there are those days that I wish I was never born.
It is them that pull me out of the pit. Before this ended like a thank-you speech with a round of applause, I better stop.
Yiren is going off to Aust. Another one gone. Why is everyone going there? Why am I here still? I hate stagnance! Christina was the first, then Alicia, Cheryl, Sir Charlie, Flora and now Yiren. I should start a base there. I want to move on too. Stupid OSP. Bleah.
Jacqueline
10:44 PM
