My life is extremely off balanced. Every aspects of it. And because of that, I am deeply troubled. The future suddenly seems so bleak for me. I was reading what was required to be in a resume and found myself extremely depressed. I could have more than I know of but when I saw that achievements such as getting an award in cross country run in the resume and being the class chairman in secondary school, my heart just dropped to the ground.
Are such achievements really what Singapore firms are looking for? If it is, the future in Singapore is going to be real bleak. Everthing is about putting qualifications in black and white, what about our personal traits and attributes? Is it because we have nothing to put and therefore we have to put all these insignificant 'achievements' inside? In my opinion, these 'achievements' that we think and consider them as achievements will only make your resume look worse off if it gets compared to some others. I guess I will push that to the education system in Singapore. Everything and anything that is wrong with Singapore, it is them. they produce robots. I am one of the product.
What do you need to know about running? So that you can really run when you see your creditors? DOH. I mean I can put down the whole of badges and certs taht I attained in SJAB. But, footdrill instructor, why do they care? Running the HR of the company in Military stlye like how it is in one of the organization in China whereby workers have to march in their tight-skirts? Campcraft? So that we can male loops using nylon strings during lunchbreak? I rather use that to hang my future boss. -roll eyeballs- I am seriously pissed with all these crap.
I rushed all the way to school for lesson to find that there is NO classes held today. Look at how messy my life is. The assignments are undone, untouched, my grooming plans are not working with my toenails half-polished and my hair in one big clump of birdnest ($40
yi liang. Anyone?. I actually stepped out of my house in that condition.
Somebody, anybody, stab me, shake me. I have to get out of this daze. I need to get a grip. Lend me a hand pls. oh.. better not, just in case I misplace it.
PS: Daddy, I love you for promising to get me a job in Mauritius and sending me to school today. I love you daddy.
Jacqueline
9:56 AM