Sometimes, we just need to sit back and watch the world goes by, to cut all contacts with the world and just realign our life objectives and re-evaluate priorities. I have been spending too much time with humans and I am losing every bit of myself. Time to be a hermit. Just shut off and vaporise.
Just in case you think that I went berserk after a few HR classes, you are wrong on this one. I am just thinking, thinking. Thinking makes your hair grey, I can vouch for that. A tad older but many inches (side: sometimes I use the word inches my mind just sway to a very porno graphic) smarter. I have learnt so much and all my falters, sad to disapoint many, only makes me stronger. I am put off, almost disgusted by what I almost did. Lets just say I wake up just in time. I have learnt something new again. Cool.
I went to NDP preview and took few photos of fireworks with both my handphone and my digicam. One of the shots looked strangely chilly. Wait till I find my infrared cd and install that program. But I did sow some of my pals too. They were facinated and some of them insisted it was the smoke from the fireworks even when their eyes and tone betrayed them. I was half hoping it was smoke. The other half of me wishes that it was an angel. Nothing close to the angelman I saw but well, let me live in my fantasy (side: This word sounds a little obscene too. Gee, look at the saint!) for once.
That aside, I had a long, but
enjoyable day with my friends from the various different groups. There was Anqi's 21st Birthday where I met friends that I have not met for a long long time, my 'forced' bowling account and many more. I am less tired now. I have a mind that is stronger now. I am going to cheer up now. Big Girls don't shed tears. (Maybe not true, treat it as a reflection of my stubborn traits.)
Jacqueline
11:26 PM
