Seeking Solace

Disppointed

I have so many things to say but I don't really know where to start. I cannot catch my breath anymore and the blue monster is gaining speed. I am feeling blue. Maybe it's my disapointment. I have waited so long for this moment and it has to be spoilt just like that. Why did the flame get snuffed again?

Well, perhaps, that may be a good thing. (Duh, I am trying to console myself again.)I seriously can't see the good point. The only advantage is, I start school later and that means I can work for Alvina quite a bit before school starts. In terms of long term, I seriously have no idea. Think of project groups and I already know which group I might most probably be in. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? *shivers* Ahhhh.. I don't wish to broach on that subject. For the least, not now.

Two weeks of car survey before school start, I got to earn as much as possible so that the next semester would be a breeze. A new semester, not exactly with happy start or process, but hopefully a happy ending. I want to be no burden.

Jacqueline
8:39 AM