Seeking Solace

I am 21. I received so many wishes from loved ones and friends and I feel so blessed. Ah, I feel loved.

21 years today, I was born. A few years ago, I would have questioned myself on why I was born. Now I know better. I can help people with their lives and do lots of many other meaningful things. What did they say about life has no meaning until you put some meaning to it. Well~ I hate those cliche saying but.. well, hey, I am not under legal protection anymore, I have to wise up a bit. This is what law does to a person. Dictate their life.

There would be a celebration tonight and grandpa would be absent. Knowing that it's my 21st birthday, he has conveniently gone on a holiday.

I was hoping that Mum would cook up some story on how he booked the vacation before I informed the whole world my birthday celebration. No she didn't. She assumed that I am used to it. Like how everyone assumed that I never needed any attention. So grandpa will not be here because I will commit some crimes that I have nothing to do with. I better stop all these, afterall, I am a year older.

Anyway, I will be seeing so many people tonight. I have to smile. I have to act like I am excited.

And, hopefully it doesn't rain.

Vodka session today.

Everything will be fine.

PS: Mum told me that when she was 21, she was into the 3rd yr relationship with Dad. Thanks for the jab mum, I love u.

Jacqueline
8:00 PM