Plan plan plan. Smile is free. Use them.
It's always during Chan Lai Huat's lesson that I learnt a lot of things in the area I like. Perhaps it's the nature of the subject or the way he provides examples on life to illustrate a point, perhaps it's my passion on I the study cultures, environmental influences and human's reactions and behaviour.
Expectations. It is a really BIG word. It is a word I am trying desperately hard to avoid. I have to keep it down, I have to lie low. I have to keep calm. I have to be there. I have to be the Jacqueline people perceive me as.
Maybe not. Maybe not now. I lost myself along the way when I pick up bits and piecies along The Road Of Life. Darn, I am feeling blue.
That and all aside, let's try something more uplifting.
First attempt: I have 4 major projects undone! This projects are really enlightening. They make me understand more about human behaviour and improve my writing skills. I feel disgusted by my outspoken lie.
First attempt: Failed miserably.
Second attempt: I am in a holiday mood because my birthday is coming! Oops.. Holiday mood is not a good thing for a full time student.
Second attempt: Failed.
I shan't try anymore. Since when have I succeeded in all my attempts in life?
Jacqueline
10:16 PM
