Seeking Solace

I have been so busy lately and will be busy the next week and the week after next week. I know I shouldn't have done it. There were so many things on hand, so many things to do, and I slept for 10 full hours. I really am a big fat pig.

I spent the whole day in NUS finding the OE article using their microfilm thingy. It's really time our school should fully put our school fees to good use and build something more constructive. Anyway, all the forwarding and rewinding must have made my poor eyes tired. Being the big, fat and lazy pig I am, I cancelled tuition. Again. I think by the end of this month, I will probabaly eat my own flesh since I have no money but fats.

A biggest thanks to Yilin for being such a dear, helping me with the article and forgoing your lessons just to help me. I am so guilty. For being the dear you are and volunteering to help me in my birthday, I owe you a sushi ala carte.

I had a horrible dream last night. Maybe, my night had been too long.. or.. I KNOW! It's my retribution for sleeping so long.

I dreamt of a lot of bloody corpse lying on the ground. Some were really gross and bloody. Those were the corpses of Blangadesh workers. (Ok, I admit I don't really like them a lot. Yes, one of them stole my wallet. BUT I DIDN'T WISH DEATH UPON THEM!) Then I hired two workers to get rid of the corpses. There was a celebration outside, sort of like a New Year visit. And I don't know how, but the workers dragged the corpses into tunnels. As they dragged, they put coverings over the corpses. Then one of the covering got torn due to friction and more blood seeped through, creating a trail of blood.

Ewww.. I must have read too many newspapers or that I am still spooked out my the Tampiness case of killing the kids and himself. Either that or I saw the trailer on Boogeyman on TV. Yes, I am THAT chicken hearted. Being born extremely imaginative is not my fault. When I see a comedy, my mind automatically adds on to the ridicule. That's why I find it hard to stop laughing once I start. When I see horror, I add on to the creepiness. That's Why I don't sleep alone at night. I should really get married before my younger brother goes NS. Then I can find someone to sleep with me, to protect me.

It will be a long long day today. It's OE meeting, MOR meeting, HR meeting and HR lesson at night.

Jacqueline
8:07 AM