I was telling my friend on how cowardy humas are, being always on the run, hiding from something, somewhere, somehow, consciously or not. People put on make-up and it feels like them putting on masks. They hide whatever they want to hide. Because they hid, they have more confidence. People wear black to look slimmer. They hide their fats or any flaws that they are not satisfied with. Identity.I guess we all do that unconsciously just so to gain different identities. Seriously, there is nothing wrong to do all those. It is just a survival technique.
Like this classmate of mine that wears bandana in class. I think she is hiding her head. Seriously, I don't see anything wrong with her head but she might feel otherwise. There are times we see fault in ourselves. We feel that we dont meet the expectations set my ourselves and we feel miserable. The more we hide, the more it shows. Much as flattery pleases, we get-over suspicious and apprehensive about them. there are just too many things to learn in life. Humans are way too cynical. Even the most optimistic person has to admit that only the fittst survive. I guess optimism comes with confidence and faith. I have neither.
We live once in our life. There is only one second in every momment. This one thirty in the morning of 18th February 2005 has to be experienced by me. It's such a waste of time to sleep very second through. Life is so marvellous in every different way, that is if we take a little time to stand aside and watch the wrold goes by. We learn, we cherish, we feel, we taer. Life is miraculous. Everything is a miracle. everything, if we just close our eyes and appreciate.
People come together and spent each of the precious day in our life. There is only that single day in our life and it's impossible for us to capture it again. Precious life that money cannot buy, Precious laughter that money cannot generate, precious friend and families that money cannot exchange for...
I am touched.
Jacqueline
1:30 AM
