It's sad, it's so sad that the little girl Huang na's death is finally confirmed. Such innocent life ended so abruptly in a gross and humiliating way. To die naked and decomposing is a nasty image, an even nastier image for young children. Does she desrve that, must she pay for whatever sins her parents committed? Children are little angels brought to the world to bring happiness, to instill a bolt of innocence in the seemingly cruel and menacing world. They are NOT meant to be killed.
Let me reiterate, I believe children are angels, but there is a degree of selectivity towards my belief. Taking a little boy I met in IMM Giant yesterday for instance. Taking my endurance level into account, if it had been anyone else, they would have skinned him alive. I was queuing up the notoriously long line at the counter when this boy, together with his parents, stood behind me. He was running around, swinging around like a hyperactive baboon gone loose, bumping into me every now and then. I was not in a patient mood that day as the queue was moving at the speed of 1mm/min and holding on to a yucky fish that has so much blood in the back. Then it happened. Despite several warnings by his mother. He bumped continuously into me as if he was on a water bed. The bag with the fish, I don't know how, tore and the blood of the fish spurt out. The best part is, it flowed down by leg and everyone was looking at me. I was so pissed and embarrassed, standing at the counter looking as if I have just had a miscarriage. And the mother of the boy brought him out, saying that they will wait outside for the father. Darn! There is a limit, there really is, but I held on. How would you react if it was you? I had fantasy of stuffing the fish into his mouth and hitting him at his head with the fish...
We took a taxi back home and then and there, it happened again. We were queuing up and this family from China just pushed us aside and stood in front of us. The woman acted like nothing had happened and the guy, son or husband, just kept talking and laughing. They give me real bad impression, no no no.. they add on to the vile hatred I have built up with Win over the years. It never stop growing inside of me.
My study on marketing ended up in IMM and Bukit Panjang Plaza. Well, erm.. I.. erm, went to study the products and services to help me with my practical work. That was practical. tomorrow I will revise on the theory bit. I will... will I?
Jacqueline
7:37 AM
