Could be me being atychiphobic, could be me and my weird logics... Maybe I should give people a chance, to give myself a chance too. I feel so irritated lately. Every slight thing irritates the hell out of me. I am usually the peaceful kind, and it's not the monthly due. What is wrong with me?
I had a great time with my SJAB friends. We were recalling about our SJAB days, standard and advance NCO courses, laughing at watermelon sabotage, guys with big butts and tight pants, fainting mates and.. yeah.. cherries. I am not going to elaborate. But the gathering was to look back. In the past, we look forward to activities, anticipation and a little fear. Now, we are looking back with a smile and a whole load of jokes. Could still remember all aspects of it, crushes, canoeing, sun, punishments, laughter, water tank, BK...the memories just whizzed without stopping. They bring a smile on my lips. I feel more peaceful now.
We talked about our future, marriage, ideals...Thinking back, the talk came so naturally. Now, it seems a bit scary. Future... so far yet we are moving forward, each day being our past perception of Future. shivers... Maybe It's time for me to look shallower before I drown in my own thoughs...
Jacqueline
10:28 PM
