Back!
Today I saw the sun! The bright sun! Guess living underground has inevitably made me into a primate. I took a half day leave. Will be back at 12pm. Today is the last day of work. Yah, I have mixed feelings. Managed to learn a lot, and I really enjoyed my working experienced there. Managed to learn how to get along with everybody depite their flaws. Going for Yoga lesson in 10 more minutes, so I need to hurry.
Just last Saturday I went to Lot 1. They were holding a Capital superstar thingy for the children and I caught sight of some of the participants. I was digusted at most of them when I saw what they were wearing and how they were behaving. The girls, the correct word is !trashy!. (The boys were perfectly fine)They were wearing tubes and dancing as if the judges are paedophiles, moving their body in the slow and sleazy way touching themselves. I felt like puking. Tubes and halter neck and a slash over the body and neck, covering only her nipples, revealing an empty cleavage... I was turned off. Felt the urge to lash on the mother. They are only 5 to 9 years old. Why taint their innocence? Posh, glam, sex and what's new? Does being a superstar means trashy, sexy? How sexy can a breastless child get? I hate the fact that the parents manipulate their children's life. I left after seeing an angelic boy playing his violin, wearing a tuxedo and a vest. The difference between the two sexes.
I must be a man trapped in a female's body. Don't get me wrong, I am perfectly straight. But vanity, it's just not in me.
Jacqueline
8:06 AM
