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I have a feeling that my family members are psychic. For all those that know me, you know that what I say always come true. But I am a minor. My Dad is the king of psychics! He dreamt of a series of numbers and told Mum about it. Dad does not gamble and rejects 4D, so Mum bought the number for fun and.. WHAM! First place in the lottery!!! But the winnigs are small because we bought it for fun. I should have placed bets too, but I am so like Dad.
Glad that Mum is happy over it. I came out from the toilet, thinking that no one was at home and imagining things when my Mum popped out from nowhere. Almost had a case of Heart attack. And she was saying something in between shrieks and mumbles. So it's just 4D. I thought I won the NKF car...Oh. not going to touch on that topic anymore.
I have stopped studying altogether. Felt my energy drained out after OB and Accounts. I want to go kite flying, swim, picnic,
ktv, blade, shop... after exams. Thank God Mum for an understanding family. For an elder brother for being such good role model, for a younger brother to let me spend money on, to make me laugh, a kind father to share his experience and thinkings, making me increasingly convinced that we are actually a single soul in two different bodies, and my Mum, for asking me to stop if I can't go on, for providing me endless entertainment.
Dreamt of Xin Ying last night... A peculiar dream, nevertheless consoling. Mum said that whenever you dream of the deceased, it means that they are protecting you and looking after you from above. Thought of the show 'fei yi ban mama'. How consoling.. But Xin ying is not a deceased. No, everyone is alive and happy...
Saw the news about Westmall's Sportslink shopkeeper who got stabbed to death. He was only 17. How bad can it be? Can you imagine the mother's hurt, shock, pain of bringing up her child for 17 years sharing laughter and tears and having to lose him all of a sudden in such gothic ways. I bet she felt every stab that was plunged into his flesh. And the murderer.. Doesn't he think for his parents and others' parents? Is killing able to resolve hatred, however strong.
Judging from what is happening to Singapore's younger population, the kids are really way too pampered. Spare the rod and spoil the child. The parents are not the only ones to be blamed. I cannot emphasised more on how MOE also plays a part in shaping our children today. Like what they themselves claim "mould the future"
Jeez~ What is the point of asking the females to give birth to more kids, treating us like machines when our children are going to turn out to be fight initiaters, little emperor and empress, or worse, murderers. I looked at the news with distaste everyday.. Maybe, maybe armageddon is really here. Folks, Spend your money! Eat! Have Sex! There is no time left!!!
Jacqueline
10:37 AM