Seeking Solace

Big walk.

Had a great time catching up with my sjab kakis last Saturday. Glad that once in a while when our lives threaten to break down, we charge back our energy with the meetups. The KTV session was fun. I don't really understand why I feel the urge to laugh, but a simple action or word set me off.

When we came out, I saw DAVID! Actually he saw me first. I am not sure if it's guilt.. I am always feeling guilty over little things.

Guilt is gnawing my life away bit by bit.

I don't want to live in guilt, to think of myself as a sinful person. If at this point, any Chritians replied,"WE ARE SINFUL!", I am going to give you a punch that knock your eyes off your socket. You will probably offer the other side to me right? I won't spare mercy! I have enough of being accused of being sinful, yet still, born sinful. Everytime a Christian tells me about sin. I really feel the urge to stuff my umbrella into his mouth. And as I am typing this, I am feeling guilty for imagining such atrocious deeds. But then again.. oh.. btw, PS: no offence to any Christians.

I am going to the Big Walk!!! Nothing beats walking with friends as the long journey is a great opportunity for gossiping.. I mean catching up. I bet 7KM is not even enough for us to finish our 'catching up'! And in the next few days.. Jacq is in control.

Jacqueline
8:33 AM