Nothing, absolutely nothing can describe how I feel. I am just so fed-up. Yesterday when JGL called to change the tuition time, I just got pissed. I was so pissed that I told her that I will find her another tutor. Just as I expected, she pleaded and nagged and tried to stste out all the reasons but I was really too pissed to listen. I don't wish to have any pressure, external pressure when I start school. Just as expected, she started to raise her voice claiming that I sacrify her daughter because I was busy and if I should give up I should drop others and all the bull-shits. She accused me of getting her daughter into trouble because her daughter NEEDS ME SO DAMN MUCH and many other crap. I was so polite. i offered to find her a tuition teacher and she listed the following conditions:
a) Must not be working otherwise she will be like you like that, no time for my daughter.
b) Must be university graduate.
c) Must be attentive and detailed.
d) Must live in CCK.
Please Auntie, just f-off. Did I even sign a contract with you such that I have to find a perfect tutor for your daughter? Instead of worrying so much why don't you just find a new mother for you daughter? Please go for medical check-up and don't pass your diesease to poor ZiYing cos she doesn't deserve it. If you were me, how would you feel. After putting down the phome she called me 4 more times and asked me why no tutor called her after so long. She called at every 15mins interval. If God has eyes, please help me to deal with her. She has drained all my energy, my vitality, my glow... Just get her away from me... far far away. Now I don't even dare to go to Lot 1. She called and spoke in such cold and menacing voice. I really don't need foes. She said that if I did not get her a tutor I would have to tuition her kid on Monday. i really don't wish to see her anymore and I would prepare myself just in case she rushed half-way during the tuition and attack me with her chopper. Whatever it is, I just don't wish to see her again. She makes me feel like it's my fault... The thought of her seriousy send shivers down my spine. Literally send shivers down. Whenever the phone rings I will freeze in whatever I am doing. This is worse than THE RING. the newage Sadako that ties her hair in two with two big clips and a polka dot nightgown. Everytime I see her she dresses liddat... It's a bit cold... Could she really be a....peeping at my blog behind me holding a chpper.....Ahhhhhhh!!!!
Jacqueline
2:32 PM
