Your Heart is Red
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Gosh! I am so plain. Thought my heart would be of some funky colours. There are so many possible results and mine just have to be the original red! *Thumbs down*. Maybe you guys should check it out and tell me about it. Went to the goldsmith to make a pair og jade diamond earrings for my grandmother. That's so embarrassing with all the aunties praising me. Man! it's just a gift, don't really know what is the big deal about it. My ear has infection! Luckily the auntie helped me to "fight" the infectin off.
Today is Saturday. This means that Bey was back yesterday. Didn't contact her cos I know she would be tired as hell and that it is always the case of family and church friends first. And it is the weekends. Expecting Bey to be in church. Guess she has a lot of stuffs to share with them. Hope she feels better. *wondering if she brought back my watch, really miss my watch so so so much..
Got another pleasant email. I don't know why but some people are just made to bless others. He is such a wonder... Should make a baby and pass on all the "wonder" genes to the child. Mhmm.. then the whole clan can "zhao4 fu2 ren2 qun2".
Meeting Huimin and the rest for badminton today. It was great working out with Flo yesterday.. Lots of stuff to do. That's just so great. i hate boredom.. Been spending much these days. Gotta save up if I wish to move on. Jacq, Stop splurging!!!
Jacqueline
12:25 PM
You're goin' down! FOR KIDNAPPING!
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I simply love to think of myself as someone who is downright evil. Then I would do mean things without feeling the slightest bit of guilt. I would reject tuitions that are not appealing face to face. I would be strong enough to jack up the tuition fees, to leave right on the dot when the 1 and half hour is up or better still, to leave 5 mins for the thrill.
But I know it will never happen. I will simply do the opposite. Anyone has any tips to be "evil". Do share!
Jacqueline
9:27 PM
"Face what it is in front of you squarely and fearlessly. Discover the truth held in your heart and act on it."
You're An Intellectual!
You can always be found reading or on the computer.
People always come to you when they need
information. You don't really care about love
at this point, your only goal is to improve
your mind. After all, knowledge is power!
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What's up with the tagboard??? =( Should have used the retrostats.. just that Wee forgot the password and I can't recall either. Woke up super grumpy today! Thank God I am going out later. If not, sooner or later I will go bonkers. I don't understand why I don't feel what I am supposed to feel on me going back to books. Well, not like it bothers me a lot since I don't really feel anything but in a way it makes me think that I am a machine without feelings, perceptions or even personality. I lost all of these on the day I took my A'level results. If things go according to my calculation, it will take ages for my sensory organs to return. right now, I don't even think of any outside factors. Just want to focus on blending with the so many strangers that I would be seeing. Thinking of that gives me major headache. I am an introverted pig, how am I going to make it???
Bey is coming back TOMORROW! Couldn't contact her, special thanks to the tagboard. Actually Bey.. nah, I am not going to put it here..
Jacqueline
8:57 AM
"The ability to be with what is going on rather than remaining preoccupied with what might, should or could happen. Let go of the need to manage life and deepen into the peace of acceptance."
Got this quote from the site:
http://www.innerlinks.com/picker.html. What you do is you pick an angel card and see what enlightenment you can gain. Got this quote. (above) I think it applies to my life in almost every possible way. Every aspect. Perhaps I worry too much but if you ask me not to think about it, I suppose I will become crazy at a faster rate cos I will keep thinking of not thinking the thoughts. That is an innate characteristic and I guess I can never kick out of it. I tend to worry a lot about the future. Then there would be expectations formed and if I go beyond my own expectations, I will go crazy, literally crazy. Can anyone please teach me how to let go of the need to manage life when letting go means losing and I must hold on to whatever I have because they mean everything to me and that letting go means the possibility that I may lose everything... What should I do?
Dad says that we should do things at a step. Though it is really a cliche advice, I finally see the light of it. Dad: " For example, what I am going to do is to think of ways to get your school fees and to plan the thailand trip and my business.. but let's prioratise. Rank them from the most urgent to the least urgent such that you will place all your energy solely for the most important one. Then you move on." O thought that was a idea. I mean, I have never thought that "doing things a step at a time" means that way. Dad continues:" Before you sleep, don't think of the worst possibilities. Think of ways for the problem that is on your mind so that when you wake up, the problem would be solved." Never have I believed that problems could be solved when you wake up. But if you think of the solutions before you sleep, Yes, it will be solved when you wake up. Somehow what I have always scorn makes sense. Well...
Jacqueline
1:27 PM
How evil are you?
Finally put something in this blog. Actually its not perfect cos I don't know what is wrong with the link. That I will ask "Winster" to help me again. Sorrie!!! At least I managed to put up a tagboard! *jeez* I get proud easily cos my expectations for computer knowledge is close to nil. Those who missed my blog.. Enjoy reading! I will post something tmr about my outings these few days cos there are just too many things to type on. For now, I need the loo!!! Have been sitting in front of the comp. for ages.. It's coming out!!! LOOOOoooooOOOOooooo!!!!
Jacqueline
4:42 PM
Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen!
Gosh gosh! Had a really hard time fixing the blog! Life is so sad when you are just a computer idiot! The links are not done yet cos they are simply too complicated though they looked chicken. Knowing me and knowing how I hate flaws, it would be like 5 more days before I announce the official opening of the blog. But it's somehow strange without the tagboard. Cannot contact Carina, Wee, Bey and Flo... Felt like I have lost something. When will this damn thing be fixed? Just the memory of how I got everything perfectly fixed and how it vanished without a cause made my blood boil with anger. Totally pissed. to appease it, I have placed Jay's blog as a representation of me seeking solace and peace. Gtg... spent too much time on comp. and mum is nagging... take Care all!
Jacqueline
8:12 AM
